On Saturday, I started telling you about all the things that happened in October, starting with my ‘ first day at University ‘ situation. Because I started with that topic, the first day, the emotion and a little explanation about what I am going to study, I decided to continue and tell you more about my first impressions, it’s like I’m testing beauty products but – Hey, no! That’s my life…
My goal for the end of my educational process, is to document my experiences, feelings, thoughts, things I have learned, here on my blog. So you can read them and hopefully I will help you / inspire you. Given many things that have happened for nearly 30 days, I came to the conclusion that at the end of each month I will share one post about my impressions and one about the things I have learned, so I can look back and see what has changed.
The past days were definitely quite dynamic. One day I wake up, the sun shines, the day is nice, I’m in good mood and I go to lectures and everything is totally destroyed. But the other moment comes when it’s still autumn and the weather is quite variable, and it’s raining cats and dogs. But, going to a lecture, something pleasant happens and the whole positive energy returns to me. As you all know, it’s pretty variable, it’s fast moving from one extreme to the other. I feel like I’m getting a big slap, but at the same time someone hugs me. Honestly, I do not even know how to feel.
The only thing I know is that I’m disappointed. Despite all the opportunities offered by this specialty. Despite the things that all teachers will teach us, this is not my thing. I do not see myself in this specialty.
Here the focus is on Europe, history, what has happened, who what has done and how it has influenced it in the course of history. European integration – peace, stability and prosperity. Politics, economics, international relations, international markets, trade. Socio-economic development of the countries. European Union. Modernization. By studying these things, the goal is that we get the necessary knowledge, plus we learn to work with academic text, to see the problem, to find solutions, to think broadly, looking at the whole picture, because the elements here are connected. Changing one thing leads to a change in the overall system. To be able to work in a team, to distribute our tasks, to take responsibility, to prove ourselves and our thoughts. To learn to speak freely to a large audience.
And of course, as you already know, languages are big thing here too. Knowledge of languages is very important and necessary, especially in a similar subject.
What we can expect in the future? The possibilities are countless and really well paid. Work in parliament, ministry, governmental organization, non-governmental organization. We can become future diplomats, politicians, develop ecoprojects, participate in European integration itself, etc.
Honestly, I have not seen myself as nothing of the above. After they accepted me, I started looking for information about the specialty and the thing that attracted my attention was learning to speak to an audience. That is, I will have the opportunity to stand up against strangers and talk without worry – something I want because it is really useful. I also liked the fact that at least two languages are taught, that is, I finally have the opportunity to learn languages and practice them.
I received very good feedback from relatives and friends that European Studies is a great specialty that there is no point in regretting Psychology. But what is actually happening? Listening to this, I started to deceive myself and build a false idea in my head. I almost managed to fool myself and convince myself … a big mistake. I experienced a shock, a totally breakdown, a fall and I tried to smear things, but I can not lie to myself. Sensations… the inner voice never lies.